I don’t know how long it will take for me to find peace. To make amends with myself. Some days I question the validity of my happiness, my suffering, my anger. I guess we don’t know for sure what the next moment will bring, but we can do the best with what we are given.
Some days I choose wrong. Some days I fall down. Some day’s my best is not good enough for me.
But I’m okay.
It will take time, and I’m pretty sure I’ll never fully understand. Life is complicated, simple, devastating, and heart wrenchingly beautiful. I watched the sunset tonight, and for the first time it wasn’t just a moment in time, it was so many moments passed, and so many yet to come.